Blessed With Anora

Blessed With Anora

“I went through so many pregnancy tests hoping that my dream of motherhood would one day come true. I always tried to imagine the feeling of a little human growing inside of me. Then, there was that moment my period was a week late. I was pregnant! I was shocked and in tears of joy as I was driving home trying to figure out how I was going to announce the news to my love. That night, I showed him the pregnancy test and he was just as happy. The thought of having a baby to cherish filled my heart. I was eager to share the news with my friends and family. At 6 weeks, I miscarried. I tried hiding the pain and telling myself everything was going to be alright. I fell into a dark hole and avoided everyone. It was extremely painful physically and emotionally. I cried so many tears, blamed myself, and started to lose faith. One month later, my period was late again. I didn’t think nothing of it, but my partner mentioned several times that he thinks I’m pregnant. So there I was peeing on a stick and two lines appeared. I was not sure if I should have been excited or scared at that point. I had little faith in my body and was scared I would miscarry again. I only shared the news with my mother, she was a great support system as I tried to keep my stress level low. When I had any signs of miscarriage I would start to fall apart. I was terrified, I constantly prayed for this pregnancy to stick to me. At 12 weeks, I decided to share with everyone. I was so excited I made it this far. My first trimester was so rough due to server morning sickness, but I knew that was a good sign for a healthy pregnancy. Hearing her heart beat and seeing her little 10 fingers and toes for the first time was such a an amazing feeling. Now, here I am at 32 weeks feeling my baby girl Anora dancing inside of me. Watching my body go through these changes is incredible. Creating life inside of me is so beautiful and I feel so strong. This pregnancy has been everything l wanted and I’m so grateful. Eight weeks left, and we couldn’t be any happier! I can’t wait to bring my babygirl into our world. Truly blessed.”

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