A lot of people have asked if I’ll test early at home. That’s a big HELL NO. 🙅🏻♀️
I’ve taken so many pregnancy tests over the years and they’ve all ended the same way. Left me heartbroken, angry and eventually numb. Nothing good has ever come from taking a home pregnancy test for me. 💔
Contrary to what you would think given that rant, I feel surprisingly at peace with this transfer. I’m very aware that it could fail. I’m also aware that it could work. The thing is, I’m proud of my body for making it this far. At one point earlier this year I didn’t think I would have embryos with my eggs and look at us now. 🙌🏻
I haven’t been stressed about whether or not it will take. Regardless, this is the next right step in our journey to becoming parents. Don’t get me wrong, I’m nourishing my body, talking to this little embaby every night and praying hard that it works. But if not, we will run more tests and try again.
I know I could feel completely differently tomorrow. Or even in an hour. 😂 These hormones get the best of me sometimes. But as of right now, I feel good. 💗”